yeah yeah..i know...almost a week since my first entry...

today is the first "me" day i've had in months..just kick back, relax, and do what makes me feel the peace i need....

went to the massage therapist, first time in a couple months..sooooo needed it. one thing i can say about kelly, she seems to ground me. i feel more focused after a session...somewhat energized.

saturdays have been my "me days" for about the last year and a half. it took me 34 years to realize that i DO need time for myself, for what I need or what makes me happy, relaxed, or whatever I need....

the last few months, i've been meeting with a group of very special people in my life. i found then for the first time that being within a group was just as important to me. through them, i grew, gained knowledge, and made bonds that i feel will last lifetimes *and, perhaps are continuations of bonds from lifetimes ago*

again....relaxation...sitting watching files on my puter, chatting with friends, dreading going back to work on monday....lol